I really feel like God knows what's best for me. He sees my hidden enemies and protects me from them. He also sees the parts of me that need to be stripped away and he's the only one who knows the heart of man. However, I see the fingerprint of God in my life. I see him "refining" me. And I'm learning to actually let go and rely on him. Oh what a relief it is! Letting go and relying on God. It's so hard to do but once it's done, the question I usually ask myself is why was I holding on? And one thing I pray for is the eyes to see the riches of God's mercy in my life because sometimes in hard times, some of us are quick to forget everything God has done and see what he has not yet done for us. We forget what we have and only see what we don't have. That and I'm thankful to God for seeing me through the past year.
Yesterday I wrote about being content. "Hell never gives up a soul without a fight" - I forget who wrote that, Lewis I think, not sure right now. Through the craziness of the past year and everything that keeps popping up after each other. I feel like God has seen me through, and He is see me through now and He will see me through the future. And all the while I say "Bless the Lord O my soul." No matter what flies up to set me back, my heart blesses the Lord and I say bless the Lord.
For anyone interested, here's the lyrics of Bless the Lord by Laura Story.
You give and take away for my good
For who am I to say what I need?
For You alone see the hidden parts of me
That need to be stripped away.
And as You begin to refine
I'm learning to let go and rely
On One who walks with me
As hard as it may be,
You're teaching me all the while to say:
Bless the Lord, O my soul
All that's in me bless Your name
Forget not Your power untold
Not Your glory or Your fame
For You came to heal the broken
To redeem and make me whole
Bless the Lord, O my soul
Lord, You give and take away for my good
For who am I to say what I need?
For You alone see the hidden parts of me
That need to be stripped away.
And as You begin to refine
I'm learning to let go and rely
On One who walks with me
As hard as it may be,
You're teaching me all the while to say:
Bless the Lord, O my soul
All that's in me bless Your name
Forget not Your power untold
Not Your glory or Your fame
For You came to heal the broken
To redeem and make me whole
Bless the Lord, O my soul
Though my faith may falter, my strength may fail
I pray for eyes to see the richness of Your mercy shown to me!
Bless the Lord, bless the Lord...
Bless the Lord, O my soul
All that's in me bless Your name
Forget not Your power untold
Not Your glory or Your fame
For You came to heal the broken
To redeem and make me whole
Bless the Lord, bless the Lord
Oh my soul, O my soul
Bless the Lord, bless the Lord
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